We've come to know each other quite well
bitterness engulfed our friendship
Not a man or a friend to call my own
I pushed people away because of
the heavy load I carry with me
I'm afraid to get close to someone
and find true love
that was written just for me
My back slides down the crease in my walls
that's where my altar of loneliness confides
This is the place where my representative
is not welcomed
This is where the real me steps forward
and sets the scene
Pills race down my throat
Evil spirits fill my mind
I don't like feeling this way
but yet I feel safer here
Tears are my garments
What am I afraid of?
Don't know how I arrived here
nor how long I'm staying
Cover my eyes with dark hues
praying no one will notice the
delicate soul underneath
Watching everyone else enjoy life
I peak behind the seamstress curtains
and silently wish that it was me
I can't take a step forward
because of the unknown
So I stand still
and watch the milestones
of others pass by
Loneliness and fear visited me one day
bought me white flowers as a gift
that's the least they could do
They were the only ones offering
their condolences
Loneliness and fear took my last breath
No one knew because I remained enclosed
in a room that pills and evil spirits
had the keys to
Now take my lessons learned and live!!!!
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