God, I Trust You!!!!

Turning a new leap of faith is a mark for me, that I've noticed has NOT been a challenge. By now you should know that I've been a victim of domestic violence and my ex-husband will surface every now and then with evil actions towards me. I have been very strong and straight forward about my personal life. I trust GOD not man to deliver me out of evil. I don't think that I'm excused from persecution. I feel like I'm the best candidate for the job. If Jesus, died on the cross for me and my sins and the sins of the world, surely every now and then, life can throw some darts at me. Do I like these darts that's been thrown at me? Of course not, but my faith and confidence in the Lord is much stronger now than when I was a victim of domestic violence.

I don't believe fighting evil with evil.... I've tried that plenty of times to get the same outcome: IT DOESN'T HELP THE SITUATION. I have noticed however, that when evil rises up against me, and my discipline remains steadfast on the Lord's will, BLESSINGS come in abundance to me. I like the latter outcome better. Sure, I'm human and want to respond and have a full blown fight with evil but my life is destined for greatness. With that being said, I fight evil with prayer, love and forgiveness. Material things can be replaced and I value my life and the lives of my family more.

I might can't see the blessings in front of me but I know that they are on their way. I get frustrated too and loose my temper at times, remember I'm human. But what sets me apart is that I control my frustrations and temper. The heat is turned up in hell right now because God pulled me out of the pits from hell and not only did He pull me out, but He gave me a POWERFUL testimony, to help others. So I know satan and his crew is camping out, around and in my life awaiting any opportunity to get me to backslide. NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!

Writing is my therapy and the enemy knows that too. What I write down GOD breathes, produces and manifest not only in my life but in others, His forgiveness, encouragement, love and mercy. Blessings are on their way in my life and the lives of others and it's time for me (and you if applicable) to put on the FULL armor of God and let the Lord fight these battles. I have blessings to receive and not concern myself with the work of the enemy. God doesn't need my help in that area. I'm covered in His blood and righteousness and y'all know the scripture......NO WEAPON FORMED ME SHALL PROSPER!

Pray for me and with me that as an advocate of domestic violence in a society filled with anger and hurt people that hurt people, God will keep His hands on my life. May God bless you in all that you do and be encouraged.

I leave you with this song because it is a song that I play often to meditate and feed my spirit to at times:

BREAK THE SILENCE OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE!!!