I HAD A HARD DAY

SLAMS the door

glasses break

damn I had a hard day

It didn't start out this way

Gathered my thoughts

pushed yours off

tried to keep cool

but the lines were crossed

I had a hard day

don't want to talk about it

Just want to retreat to the

privacy of liquid the fills

the brim

Held my head down

kicked my faith to the side

Anger arose

Words fought against my chest

Looking for a way out

This person had something to say

I had something to say

Silent screams of mine can

be heard from a mountaintop

I had a hard day

Early morning meditations

didn't last long

Shit, by the time I hit the

front porch

I cursed three times

Now I just want to be left alone

Tried to refocus

but I was too far gone

Apologies need to keep it moving

Like a verse to my favorite song

Is it too late?

Never, so here I go again

Shouting don't change nothing

but the release feels

like the greatest orgasm

A night cap consists of the walls

having the deepest conversations with me

This rage I feel must come to an end

I can't end the night the way it began

Reflecting back over my choices

throwing tantrums

Let the chips fall where they may

decided to just throw my hands up and confess

I had a hard day